May 28

How to satisfy my femdom/sissy maid desires?

I’m a teenage boy and I desperately want to appease my femdom/sissy maid desires. I have 1 girl who knows I want to try on girls clothes (she doesn’t know I do it secretly sometimes) but I don’t think shell do the sissy maid stuff.

How can I do it? Is there somewhere I can do something similar without being 18? Is there some technique to satisfying the desire by yourself and making a realistic scenario somehow (not watching porn)? Please help.